[He doesn't know if he's kind. Kindness feels...intentional. And for sure, he wants to do some good. But deep down, he feels what he shows is merely selfish. Its a way to make others like him, or at least tolerate him. To prove that he's useful, somehow. Is that really kindness?]
[Maybe, maybe not.]
[But this wish for others to do well...for Sakyou to stand forward, and take the life of the demon who took so much from him...that's a sincere wish. That's not selfish. It isn't as if Sakyou's deeds have any bearing on him, as a Servant.]
[He just wants it for Sakyou, because Sakyou is his friend.]
Good.
[And a beat.]
What will...you do afterward, when everything is over?
[It's a question he never really asked himself, when he was alive.]
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[He doesn't know if he's kind. Kindness feels...intentional. And for sure, he wants to do some good. But deep down, he feels what he shows is merely selfish. Its a way to make others like him, or at least tolerate him. To prove that he's useful, somehow. Is that really kindness?]
[Maybe, maybe not.]
[But this wish for others to do well...for Sakyou to stand forward, and take the life of the demon who took so much from him...that's a sincere wish. That's not selfish. It isn't as if Sakyou's deeds have any bearing on him, as a Servant.]
[He just wants it for Sakyou, because Sakyou is his friend.]
Good.
[And a beat.]
What will...you do afterward, when everything is over?
[It's a question he never really asked himself, when he was alive.]