[Already, the will to keep pushing against Sakyou's eternal persistence is starting to wane, slightly. Not because he just wants to throw his hands and give up, but he respects Sakyou too much to be pushy. In the end, if Sakyou doesn't want this, he won't blame the man. He can live his life the way he can live it.]
[He smiles briefly at the touch to his hand, closing his eyes momentarily.]
A small part...
[He wishes Sakyou had more. But already, anxiety is starting to creep in, the persistent feeling of "not being good enough" hanging over his shoulders. If the man wants to stop here...]
[Well, maybe he's just not worthy of going further with him down that path.]
[He'll just have to be happy that Sakyou can have these small moments, before he moves on and wades into the darkness of the open sea of his own soul.]
That's fine.
[And a sigh.]
If it's to be a small part, then...alright.
[At least something remaining behind, like the light trail of a falling star.]
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[Already, the will to keep pushing against Sakyou's eternal persistence is starting to wane, slightly. Not because he just wants to throw his hands and give up, but he respects Sakyou too much to be pushy. In the end, if Sakyou doesn't want this, he won't blame the man. He can live his life the way he can live it.]
[He smiles briefly at the touch to his hand, closing his eyes momentarily.]
A small part...
[He wishes Sakyou had more. But already, anxiety is starting to creep in, the persistent feeling of "not being good enough" hanging over his shoulders. If the man wants to stop here...]
[Well, maybe he's just not worthy of going further with him down that path.]
[He'll just have to be happy that Sakyou can have these small moments, before he moves on and wades into the darkness of the open sea of his own soul.]
That's fine.
[And a sigh.]
If it's to be a small part, then...alright.
[At least something remaining behind, like the light trail of a falling star.]