FOR MALIK

[duranduel]

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w5 post trial

[duranduel]

did you get your rod back

[godcards]

After chasing Futaba down for it, yes.

[duranduel]

that's good i think

especially after all that fuss about it in trial

[godcards]

I only brought it to keep Beauregard away from me.

I didn't think I'd actually have to use it.

[duranduel]

anything can be used in a court of law

read that somewhere

[godcards]

There is no court or law here.

[duranduel]

that's true

don't know whether that would make things easier or harder

[godcards]

Everyone is an idiot, so it'd be about the same.

[duranduel]

you don't think anyone here is smart? even yourself?

[godcards]

I didn't vote for myself. Idiot.

[duranduel]

no one said you did?

but good that you are smart

we need that

[godcards]

I don't know why anyone voted for Tsuyukusa. It's just like what happened with Otome. We could have gotten more information from him instead of sending him to his death. Who cares that he's killed her? She's dead, or she's in daycare or wherever, so it doesn't really matter.

[duranduel]

well apparently a lot of people do

i don't get it myself. but i guess its "justice"

but i don't know if they would have felt better if they sent an innocent to their death. they could have easily sent you to your death

[godcards]

I thought they were going to. In the end, it wouldn't have mattered. They could have gotten information from Tsuyukusa and Beauregard could have felt better knowing that she took care of me for good, or anyone else who probably has less than positive feelings about me after today. I wouldn't expect anyone to feel bad for my circumstance.

[duranduel]

but

aren't you glad that you didn't die? people are glad for that, right?

[godcards]

I guess.

[duranduel]

you guess?

so if i came over to kill you right now you'd be cool with it? interesting

[godcards]

You wouldn't make it into the dorm.

[duranduel]

i wasn't saying it as as genuine threat

just as example

but i don't think you should just lay down and accept fate or whatever

[godcards]

I'm not.

I just know it might happen.

[duranduel]

so

you're always waiting for potential death

[godcards]

I have one specific purpose. If I do not fulfill that purpose I will die. It's an agreement that was arranged before I came here.

While I do not intend to fail, my options are very limited. This place is unpredictable with the way it controls people. I'm not here to play along with this charade, I'm here to graduate and go back to what I need to do. Either someone could kill me of their on volition or this place orders them to.

Death is inevitable, but I would rather it be on my own terms.

[duranduel]

so its either fulfill your agreement and leave

or die. either through this place, or not fulfilling your agreement, or just because someone else decides to get rid of you

i admit. the odds aren't stacked that well against you

gives you more reason to fight for your life though

[godcards]

It's not much of a life. But it's all I have.

[duranduel]

then why not let others help you

isn't there strength in numbers?