...I didn't mind that much at first. I thought this entire place was Mago's way of testing me. I thought God wanted to put me through another trial that they think I deserve, and I thought 'why not? I'm spiteful enough to endure just about anything.'
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I might have done the same, if it was me. [...] Though I guess it could still be me.
[it's a terrible attempt at a joke, if it is one.]
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[A huff.]
I would hope it isn't you. But at this point, I don't know anymore. Some days, I don't know who to believe.
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I feel exactly the same. ...It really is something -- that this place makes us doubt even ourselves.
[it's infuriating, she's glaring at these flowers still]
...Did Byleth do the same? I knew she felt guilty, but... It felt like she accepted her actions.
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...Yeah. I think someone said that...whatever these killers are doing, they think they're still on our side, somehow.
When I asked Byleth that, she couldn't really answer. Like...she just couldn't. Keepin' a secret that...they would die with.
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...Maybe dying will fix that. [that sounds crass, but] ...Whoever wins Chad's auction can speak to her and find out.
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[There's a little bit of...something like guilt. Because Byleth aside, if he had a choice now to see someone dead...it would not be her.]
Its cruel, you know. Giving us that ability to bring someone back. But not everyone.
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It feels like it has the potential to go wrong. ...But I think I would still use it. Would you?
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[Because that's what it's for, right? Drama. Pure and plain drama.]
But...yeah. I would.
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...I didn't mind that much at first. I thought this entire place was Mago's way of testing me. I thought God wanted to put me through another trial that they think I deserve, and I thought 'why not? I'm spiteful enough to endure just about anything.'