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sometimes u just lose your girl and die its fine
duranduel
2021-06-28 02:00 pm (UTC)
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Ha. That's generous, to think of me as a second male lead.
[He shakes his head, his mouth ticking up with a bitter sort of smile.]
I'm a side character and a villain, Manwol.
closes eyes
lifeless
2021-06-29 07:48 am (UTC)
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[Manwol looks at him for a moment. Hm!]
...Those are the types everyone obsesses over in dramas, you know.
[but she can sense the point he's making... she's not sure that she likes that point.]
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duranduel
2021-06-30 01:37 am (UTC)
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[That just earns her a sigh.]
...I'm not someone anyone should be obsessing over.
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lifeless
2021-06-30 04:24 am (UTC)
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[She pats his arm because it's still touch week.]
How about 'crush on'? I think 'crush on' is doable.
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duranduel
2021-06-30 04:25 am (UTC)
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[His cheeks flush.]
N-Not that, either!
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lifeless
2021-06-30 04:31 am (UTC)
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Really? I think Bradley would agree with me.
[manwol is not above using a DEAD MAN to PEER PRESSURE Mandricardo.
She picks up an iris and glances at it.]
Which flowers do you think he'd like, by the way?
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duranduel
2021-06-30 04:32 am (UTC)
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[WOW NOW HE'S JUST POUTING]
...Mmmm.
[>8I]
Oh and...I know that one. He likes...liked sunflowers.
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lifeless
2021-07-01 03:04 pm (UTC)
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[nyehehehe]
Sunflowers...
[that suits him...]
He sure is soft for someone who looks so much like a delinquent.
[the way mandi is just trying to remember that bradley is dead and manwol's just referring to him as if he's still around]
Let's pick a whole bunch for him.
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duranduel
2021-07-01 03:20 pm (UTC)
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...He was really soft. Softer than most. I...
[His expression falls, eyes watering a little.]
I really cared for him.
[He says quietly, nodding at her suggestion.]
I think that he'd like that.
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lifeless
2021-07-01 03:31 pm (UTC)
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[Manwol looks thoughtful at his expression while holding a sunflower in her hand, then]
You can cry, Mandricardo. This is as much for us as it is for him.
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duranduel
2021-07-01 03:34 pm (UTC)
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I-I know...
[And now the tears are going, like all he needed was her permission to stop holding them back.]
It's unfair. Why him...?
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lifeless
2021-07-01 06:30 pm (UTC)
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[Manwol's quiet as he cries. She doesn't offer any of the usual platitudes, instead she just looks down at the sunflowers they're holding.]
Would knowing give you peace?
[is Mandricardo the type who finds solace in answers? Or is he like her, the kind of person who refuses them all, and stews in her own grief?]
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duranduel
2021-07-01 06:40 pm (UTC)
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...I don't know. Maybe. I think with death like that...you always want to know why. Why and how.
[He lets out a stuttering sigh.]
It's not like it justifies anything, I think. But...it's calming in it's own way. Like...it focuses you. Just a bit.
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lifeless
2021-07-02 09:00 am (UTC)
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Then we'll find out. Bradley told me that he wouldn't care, but... we're the ones who have to keep on going without him. We have a right to find out what we can.
[she picks a calla lily to add to her sunflower pile]
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duranduel
2021-07-02 06:32 pm (UTC)
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[A nod.]
I think it's...important for closure. Not that I've been good with that. But I wanna try.
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sometimes u just lose your girl and die its fine
[He shakes his head, his mouth ticking up with a bitter sort of smile.]
I'm a side character and a villain, Manwol.
closes eyes
...Those are the types everyone obsesses over in dramas, you know.
[but she can sense the point he's making... she's not sure that she likes that point.]
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...I'm not someone anyone should be obsessing over.
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How about 'crush on'? I think 'crush on' is doable.
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N-Not that, either!
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[manwol is not above using a DEAD MAN to PEER PRESSURE Mandricardo.
She picks up an iris and glances at it.]
Which flowers do you think he'd like, by the way?
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...Mmmm. [>8I] Oh and...I know that one. He likes...liked sunflowers.
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Sunflowers... [that suits him...] He sure is soft for someone who looks so much like a delinquent.
[the way mandi is just trying to remember that bradley is dead and manwol's just referring to him as if he's still around]
Let's pick a whole bunch for him.
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[His expression falls, eyes watering a little.]
I really cared for him.
[He says quietly, nodding at her suggestion.]
I think that he'd like that.
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You can cry, Mandricardo. This is as much for us as it is for him.
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[And now the tears are going, like all he needed was her permission to stop holding them back.]
It's unfair. Why him...?
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Would knowing give you peace?
[is Mandricardo the type who finds solace in answers? Or is he like her, the kind of person who refuses them all, and stews in her own grief?]
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[He lets out a stuttering sigh.]
It's not like it justifies anything, I think. But...it's calming in it's own way. Like...it focuses you. Just a bit.
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[she picks a calla lily to add to her sunflower pile]
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I think it's...important for closure. Not that I've been good with that. But I wanna try.