modissty: (thoughtful)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-08 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
That isn't the point. When one makes a mess, they must be responsible for it.

[He's certainly sounding a little firmer now, at least. Though he still looks paler than usual, the stoicism he normally shows is returning bit by bit. He'll let Mandricardo wrap the cuts without fuss, nodding once at the question.]

I can, yes.

[...Though he'll have to sheathe his blade first. He pauses, hand resting on the hilt for a long moment before he carefully picks it back up and wipes the blood from its edge, sliding it back into place after.]
modissty: (firelight)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-09 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't seem to be! Granted, that's an absolutely correct assumption: Sakyou's just vibed with his arm nearly severed before. There's a bit of blood on his front, but it seems like it's mostly just from the wounds on his hands.

Which he'll move to wash up in the sink on his own, not even flinching as the water spills over. He's quiet, methodical, careful. Then:]


I don't suppose you have any shochu on hand.

[Is that? A weak attempt at a joke??]
modissty: (oh you crazy kids)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-09 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[SWEET LAD... Sakyou actually laughs, just a little - a tiny huff of a sound, and then he's shaking his head.]

It's an alcohol, but I'm aware none seems to be around.

[Which honestly is good because then he'd just spit it on his hands and be like "healed!!" and leave.]

Fire will do just as well.

[HELp.]
modissty: (at the dining table)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-09 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
[HELP x2. HE'S JUST GIVING MANDRICARDO a gentle look...]

I don't have any plans to do that - but I'll need to keep this, at least, from getting infected.

[He holds up his left hand... Fuck his right hand tbh he doesn't need that one to wield a sword.]

I can simply sear the wounds shut.
modissty: (makin everyone pretty)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-09 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Mandricardo is absolutely the best and this is the funniest shit ever.

Sakyou looks genuinely appreciative, though! Thanks, buddy. He'll finish rinsing his hands off and just sort of blot them dry gently on the towel he'd been given earlier, checking to make sure they don't immediately well up with blood again before reaching out for the torch.]


Thank you. [FIRE IS FIRE it's fine. Anyway since this shit's nasty, he'll just offer:] I can take it from here, if you'd like to step out.

[While he's talking, he'll just move to situate himself on the floor, torch in one hand while he sets about withdrawing his blade again with the other. Judging by the ease of his movements, it seems he's not unused to patching himself up.]
modissty: (wanderlust)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-09 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Mandricardo your nervous dog energy... He's quiet for a second, but just nods. He doesn't want to give this poor lad any more trouble, so he can just do whatever his little chihuahua heart wants.]

Barring any better metal, this works in a pinch. A fire outside of a smithy is nowhere near hot enough to damage a blade.

[IE he's gonna heat it up and do the old "stick your open wound on hot metal to close it" schtick. Despite how generally funky he was being about the blade earlier, he seems to have no issue with sticking the blunt edge over a wholeass tiki torch.]
modissty: (thoughtful)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-10 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sakyou keeps a watchful eye on it, seemingly focused on mentally counting seconds as they go by. The question has him looking back up, though. His lips purse, and he seems vaguely discomforted, but eventually he shakes his head.]

...No. You don't have to worry; there doesn't seem to be anything dangerous in the woods.

[Like, outside of the geese.]
modissty: (at the dining table)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-11 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
[HE HATES IT HERE. For someone who's normally quite guarded, having even a sliver of something unpleasant revealed is a terrible thing.]

...My apologies. [Said quietly.] I didn't realize I had. I was-- [Hm.] Caught off guard. But I won't be a second time.

[It's?? Fine, probably.]

You really don't have to waste your concern, though.
modissty: (never talk to me or my sword ever again)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-11 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[mandricardo continues to be a good lad while aki squints suspiciously in the background.......

Sakyou, in the meantime, just gives him a long and quiet look. But he eventually sighs, too; a soft little sound, as his eyes return to the metal as it steadily heats.]


Then I'll say it more clearly. I'm not the sort of person anyone should waste their concern or time with. [Certainly no one kind enough to help a veritable stranger, at least.]

I appreciate the help to this point, but I can't accept anything further.
modissty: (insight)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-11 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
[HE'S THE CROUCHING GLOOMY HIDDEN DEPRESSO WITH A POISED EXTERIOR. Sometimes you're just out here!!

In any case, his point had been that he's not even worth a sentence like "I don't want to see you hurt", regardless of explanations or anything else. It's always better for people to keep away, and he prefers it if he doesn't take up even a second in someone else's mind.

He's already thrown a lot on poor Mandricardo's plate tonight, though, so he'll keep the rest of that to himself for the time being. Instead, he only says:]


It's precisely because of that kindness that I've said what I've said. [GOD. His expression is a little hard to read then, as he shifts the blade against the flame.]

...May I ask you something? I don't want to pry either, and it's a personal question, so you don't have to answer.
modissty: (to the future)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-11 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
[DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. They can just be two depressos lads being depressed together, it's fine.

Sakyou just gives him a little bit of a look at that, waiting to see if he'll continue on his own. When he doesn't, though, he just inclines his head forward a little and continues with his own question.]


Have you ever lost someone close to you?
modissty: (as a flower that let go)

[personal profile] modissty 2021-06-11 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
[THE GLOOMINESS IN THIS ROOM...

It's definitely a personal question though, and he wouldn't have been surprised if Mandricardo tapped out. The fact that he answers - especially given the answer - is something Sakyou understands the weight of.

He's quiet for a moment, eyes still fixed on the blade.]


...I understand. [Loss! Shit sucks!] It's a difficult thing, isn't it? ...I don't know the differences in death between places represented here, but in my world, crossing the river Sanzu is something only the dead can do. Once they've left our world, they're gone from it.

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