I have one specific purpose. If I do not fulfill that purpose I will die. It's an agreement that was arranged before I came here.
While I do not intend to fail, my options are very limited. This place is unpredictable with the way it controls people. I'm not here to play along with this charade, I'm here to graduate and go back to what I need to do. Either someone could kill me of their on volition or this place orders them to.
Death is inevitable, but I would rather it be on my own terms.
[ ANOTHER PAUSE god he doesn't want to go here, but: ]
Mandricardo.
I'm going to tell you something very important.
The Item that I had today at trial gives me immense power. I do not need outside help or influence because of it. At least, before coming here... I cannot regain these abilities at this place, so I have been stuck waiting things out until I am able to graduate.
I have everything planned. This is something I have spent years of my life pursuing, and I am very, very close to my goal. I have never needed anybody to help me of their own free will.
I just need to graduate and be able to go back to where I came from.
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so if i came over to kill you right now you'd be cool with it? interesting
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just as example
but i don't think you should just lay down and accept fate or whatever
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I just know it might happen.
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you're always waiting for potential death
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While I do not intend to fail, my options are very limited. This place is unpredictable with the way it controls people. I'm not here to play along with this charade, I'm here to graduate and go back to what I need to do. Either someone could kill me of their on volition or this place orders them to.
Death is inevitable, but I would rather it be on my own terms.
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or die. either through this place, or not fulfilling your agreement, or just because someone else decides to get rid of you
i admit. the odds aren't stacked that well against you
gives you more reason to fight for your life though
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isn't there strength in numbers?
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I do things my own way, and that is not usually agreeable with others.
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but i think in terms of getting your goals in a logistical sense
you need people to support your plans. but not those who will push you from how you want to do it
i think that's possible
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Mandricardo.
I'm going to tell you something very important.
The Item that I had today at trial gives me immense power. I do not need outside help or influence because of it. At least, before coming here... I cannot regain these abilities at this place, so I have been stuck waiting things out until I am able to graduate.
I have everything planned. This is something I have spent years of my life pursuing, and I am very, very close to my goal. I have never needed anybody to help me of their own free will.
I just need to graduate and be able to go back to where I came from.
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i see
but i also see you are in a position where you are stuck
graduation isn't a guarantee at this point. we're all just clogged up in the same quicksand that is the world of this school
if you let someone help you out for the moment, you'll save yourself a world of trouble. right now we're just watching all of us sink deeper
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And how do you expect to help?
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just lend a hand
i already have your memories on my body
and i think it makes sense for someone to take the burden off your shoulders for a while for a breather when you need it
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[ malik is ????? about emotions ALWAYS ]
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what things do you need to make happen to make your goal happen
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but i'm speaking more specifically for your goal
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It's going to complicate things.
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Nevermind
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[Now, he knows that's not a memory not of a beloved one, but quite the opposite.]
i see
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i certainly can't talk
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