When I arrived here, I looked up to so many people. I still do. But to me, it was like everyone was on a different shelf. Like I was looking up at these powerful extroverts and charmers and amazing people and whatnot, and they had everything sorted out. And here was I, worrying over the smallest things. Hating myself for the smallest things.
[A shake of the head.]
I think I just realized that...maybe people above me, as cool as they are...they're not so different, after all.
I was a vicious tyrant, and a king who killed many. I murdered an entourage of men leading a lady to be betrothed, and kidnapped her. I cut down people like they were grass. I could care less. It never mattered to me.
Sure. If you ask me, you sound like you were the worst kind of villain. I wouldn't have trusted someone like you.
I don't know what happened to effect your change of heart, but the Mandricardo I've met in this dimension doesn't seem like someone who'd cut down everyone here like they were grass.
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[A bit disappointed?]
Oh.....
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[How do I have a boyfriend and Sieghart doesn't have someone? Am I living in an upside down world right now?]
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I used to be married, you know.
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Okay, but you just said "used to"? So what's...stopping you and Lucretia....
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I didn't come to this dimension to court.
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[And then he reaches out to pat his shoulder.]
Either way, you deserve someone who loves you, I think.
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You're........a really cool guy.........? Why are you....so confused.......
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[HE HEARD THAT THOUGHT BEFORE]
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That was a while ago. Why are you bringing it up now?
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[He sort of just. Huffs.]
When I arrived here, I looked up to so many people. I still do. But to me, it was like everyone was on a different shelf. Like I was looking up at these powerful extroverts and charmers and amazing people and whatnot, and they had everything sorted out. And here was I, worrying over the smallest things. Hating myself for the smallest things.
[A shake of the head.]
I think I just realized that...maybe people above me, as cool as they are...they're not so different, after all.
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[He discards the wrapper that came with the hamburger.]
Having worries doesn't make you lesser. Neither does hating yourself. It's what you do that determines your weight.
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So there's...a lot to worry about.
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What makes you call yourself a villain, anyway?
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[He just. Sighs.]
I was a vicious tyrant, and a king who killed many. I murdered an entourage of men leading a lady to be betrothed, and kidnapped her. I cut down people like they were grass. I could care less. It never mattered to me.
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I don't know what happened to effect your change of heart, but the Mandricardo I've met in this dimension doesn't seem like someone who'd cut down everyone here like they were grass.
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Well.....um......yeah, I guess I wouldn't..............
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