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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ RUBS HIS FOREHEAD god. ]

I really don't want to talk about this place has control over us right now.

[ looks at his hand. hm. his forehead eye must be bleeding a little? gross. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
Wh--? Oh.

[ he will allow this but only because if he pulls away now it's going to be awkward and weird. he's still a little fussy about it though, like the little brother he is, being looked after by someone else. ]

It does that, sometimes. It will stop in a minute.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
It's from a field trip. I don't-- I don't know the details. It's like a curse. Mollymauk has similar ones, but I never asked him about them. I don't think the information is going to give me any sense of comfort, after everything else that happened during that trip.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Which part is supposed to worry me? The bleeding, the unspecified curse... the mysterious voice that talked to us about punishment?

[ he's like one step removed from a ptsd flashback ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
No. But I--

[ he glances down to another eye that's on the back of his hand. ]

...I think about it. Remember it.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ haha oh wow there's a lot of feelings all of a sudden.

any other time he'd fight back, push away, and honestly? he really wants to. he doesn't deserve this, no matter what mandricardo says. but after this weekend? after everything he's been through?

fuck it. he's allowing himself this. he can't fight back with words, so he doesn't say anything at all. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ from deep in his thoughts, malik finally snaps back to reality. ]

What is?
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ VERY QUICKLY: ] You don't mean that.

[ still holding hands tho. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I think you're just placating me. People lie all the time. You've been hanging around me a lot, but that doesn't really... mean anything.

[ he fucking hates this. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. You're the one who's doing the placating.

[ despite his feelings, he's been relatively austere up until now. but his face is starting to turn red. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
..........Yes.

[ to all of that. sure. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah...... Tea.

[ He's not going to say anything else can we please get to the cafeteria PLEASE he is DYING ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-19 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ my friend just reminded me there is a ygo game with dating sim-style sprites hello. ]

Just black tea is fine. Or... uh, black tea and mint.

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