[ he will allow this but only because if he pulls away now it's going to be awkward and weird. he's still a little fussy about it though, like the little brother he is, being looked after by someone else. ]
It does that, sometimes. It will stop in a minute.
It's from a field trip. I don't-- I don't know the details. It's like a curse. Mollymauk has similar ones, but I never asked him about them. I don't think the information is going to give me any sense of comfort, after everything else that happened during that trip.
[ haha oh wow there's a lot of feelings all of a sudden.
any other time he'd fight back, push away, and honestly? he really wants to. he doesn't deserve this, no matter what mandricardo says. but after this weekend? after everything he's been through?
fuck it. he's allowing himself this. he can't fight back with words, so he doesn't say anything at all. ]
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You're not a bad guy, Malik.
[me, laughing oocly]
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and then he lets out a hyena laugh. ]
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[And then he just. Laughs?]
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I like you, Mandricardo. You're entertaining.
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[Actually sort of surprised?]
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You're the only person who has been interesting to talk to this weekend.
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Oh. Thank you.
I like talking to you a lot too, Malik.
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That's a surprise... And a big change from when I saw you laying pathetically on the sidewalk the other day.
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Oh, I did that, huh...I was doin' some pretty weird stuff earlier...
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[Like he is right now.]
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I really don't want to talk about this place has control over us right now.
[ looks at his hand. hm. his forehead eye must be bleeding a little? gross. ]
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[Looks at his hand.]
[Looks at his forehead.]
[Draws up his sleeve over his hand and reaches over to dab a little.]
You're bleeding.
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[ he will allow this but only because if he pulls away now it's going to be awkward and weird. he's still a little fussy about it though, like the little brother he is, being looked after by someone else. ]
It does that, sometimes. It will stop in a minute.
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...Why does it do that? I don't remember you had it before.
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[And he draws his hand back.]
...Does it not... [And a furrowing of his brows, trying to find the word.] Worry you, regardless?
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[ he's like one step removed from a ptsd flashback ]
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[Hm.]
Do you...still hear the voice?
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[ he glances down to another eye that's on the back of his hand. ]
...I think about it. Remember it.
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[Something...flickers in his expression?]
[He reaches out, and just. Holds Malik's hand.]
I don't know what that voice wanted to punish you for, but...I don't think you deserved it.
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any other time he'd fight back, push away, and honestly? he really wants to. he doesn't deserve this, no matter what mandricardo says. but after this weekend? after everything he's been through?
fuck it. he's allowing himself this. he can't fight back with words, so he doesn't say anything at all. ]
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[He swings their hands a little.]
This is good.
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