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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ he thinks about it! there's some images of the tomb he grew up in. ]

I... I was living in Egypt. And I left... um... I...

[ more images of places he's been but there's no real common thread between them. ]

I think I was looking for something.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[ he looks at it and there's a click of realization. ]

That's right, I was looking for the Pharaoh... Because I could leave if he came back. But I already left on my own...?

[ ah fuck. now he's distressed again because he can't reconcile what he remembers with what he apparently ended up doing. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ he breathes! ok. this is ok. we'll be ok. ]

I guess.

[ a beat. ]

...I gave up a lot of my memory so we could get through the game. I don't remember... what I gave up, just that it was memories.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Right... I remember that.

Can I see them?
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ Aw, fuck. ]

...I don't remember these two. [ isis and rishid. ]

[ I've given up everything. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ he shakes his head. ]

I don't remember them.

[ not having sad icons is killing me rn ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
And if they don't?

[ I can live without them. I won't have a choice. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's upset but his feelings are doing that weird thing again. ]

Even if I say not to, I know you're going to do it anyway.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
It's just a pen, you can wash it off. If you do... I won't be upset about it.

[ you don't even need to read his thoughts to know he's lying. ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ he just. puts his face in his hands and lets out a very long, anguished sigh. It doesn't matter. There's nothing in the end. ]

...You should probably get back to what you were doing. I have to get inside before curfew.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ that thought triggers another: a monster in a dark coridor. and it's getting closer. ]

That's still leaves seven people doesn't it? I know Rita and I are in the same dorm, but all the same...
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-23 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ his face drops, realizing that mandricardo picked up on his intrusive thought. even so, he gets a follow up: the very same creature with his leg in its mouth. and because i forgot it in my last tag: these thoughts are in black and white, and the edges are a little blurry. ]

...Do you mean Ammit?

[ trying to play it off like he definitely didn't just doxx himself ]

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